words fall through me and always fool me

i woke up body sore last night from my nap? i hate getting overwhelmed with feeling like shit. thankfully i have the best friends ever who selflessly talk to me like im the most important human being in the moment and help me figure out how i feel. its nice to have people actually talk to me like i have content. i swear ive been so eh about guys lately cause the ones that wanna talk, dont talk about anything, just nonsense and it doesnt mean a thing. and for some to have the audacity to straight up say they just want ass, like seriously?

charity asked me to watch a movie with her, and it was cute
called "once" and its about these two musicians in ireland
she also got us tickets to go to this play on friday at the kirk douglas theatre
im excited but it also means i have to miss chris' birthday dinner
i am horrible but charity already got the tickets!

anyways even though i am really mad
i kind of have a crush on this guy in my class
i like the way he talks and his smile
hes handsome =]
but i know this means trouble so im gonna stop walking to his table
and pretend to care about what hes working on
so he can ask me if this is my cd thats playing
and sing to it and make faces at me

im gonna delete that last paragraph soon

just in case.