my room is so nice! its so clean, and today the carpet cleaners came and that shit looks brand new. soft and fluffy. ive missed my bed, my tv, my windows, my blanket. ive missed my room, but it seems a thousand times better now. since im not here fuckin it up.
i had a good day. came home finally and all my problems felt fuckin gone. almost. i guess what i was missing was a homebase. i can go out and be around people all the time and not sleep or whatever but i HAVE HAVE HAVE to come home to pajamas fresh out of the dryer and new sheets, cold night but nice warm silk sheets, watching tv in bed. it just makes me feel soooo goood.
got a new chair, and dresser today for my room. :)
hung out with aiden and kaley and acted like a lunatic child rolling around on that yoga ball. i want one.
i am one fucking lucky girl.
gave my dad a hug today.
just being in bed so comfy makes me realize what i really need in this life of mine
and i dont need a whole mess of shit.
na mean?
just a home to come home too.
(my own preferably in the future, so i go to class and not ass)
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