Johnmothefuckingmillei

I really hate unresolved relationships
And misconmunications misunderstandings
There is so much I think you don't understand
And I can explain it all really. And not because I want anything but for it not to be so weird and uncomfortable
But I hate hate confrontation. Sometimes.
I used to thrive on it but maybe I just don't care enough about it anymore.
And most of the time I am disgusted that I was just a girl. Just one.

Regardless I had a good stressful but productive day
I really enjoyed my responsibility today. Getting shit done AND MORE.

Adam Ross is dope. Amazing conversation after class with millei, love him.
Lifechanging? He keeps reminding me I need to be more of a bitch. Demand not ask.

I like my new paintings so far.. And john mentioned in the conversation a quote
Something like create like a god demand like a king and work like a slave
And used me as an example for creating how I just 'sat there painting like nothing and it works what the fuck'

And a new guy I met during my lab time in printmaking said tony told his class about my balloon performance piece. Said itvwas weird scary but couldn't take his eyes off it. Whether that's good or bad it's always good to have an impact on people and for them to remember it

Not that all this good feedback changes anything but it is always appreciated. Especially when I'm busting my ass.